AstrologicalI have lost myself toVenus & Mars,tangled in their mismatched limbs.Just dream dust & shattered prayersbegging for a new set of skin(she can't remember where she orbits).Pluck these fractured wings;the Sun & Moon no longer acheto see me fly in their luster.
lies, she wrotei. just a mimicry, really;uncompromisinglydesperate to shine.ii. counterfeit & clockwise,tasting words on herunworthy tongue.iii. with a dysfunctional mind& apocryphal dictionary,she cannot clone it all.iv. "say anything," the penwhispers as she tremblesamong ink-scented fraudulence.v. but she just laughs & plays the part,forgetting what the pages told her:"truth is stranger than fiction."
The Pen, The SwordJust lovelyI was happy to fall asleepin the welcoming arms of your words andyou were unaware that you held meso close, and so carefullyfrom the moment I didn't hear you speakto the taste of every sentence you spokeI knew you were the very truth that I'dbeen seeking all alongJust barelyI was loathe to fall so deepin the sharpened edges of your words andyou were too aware that you had meso close, and so carelesslyfrom the second I heard you breakto the taste of every sentence you brokeI knew you were the very truth that I'dbeen avoiding all along
False EternityDisillusioned youth was less common in those days, I assure you, the people even more set in their ways,murderous and unforgiving, yet unaware of the lie they were livingconvinced that faith is stone, they cut faces into gods, they thoughtignorant that being made rendered useless the very gods they wrought.Shiny carvings into stone, faces, figures, blessed unknown,Murders, slaughters, sacrifices of the weak, preaching sins and what they seek.Forgiveness is not for all, all who do not have will now fall!Greed consumes the mortal mind, rage is all that's left behind!Amidst it all I rose and found the sun, disowned him for the moonthen sought the horizon, again and again warned my father that doomwould befall him if he didn't seek a better way to live and be I wasn't willing to follow the dark and deadly rules,trying to bring some light into the lives of these fools.Guilds of anti-gods were formed, wars rose higher, nothing to atone!They all represen
Death of the PoetDear poetry,This is your challenge,my eternal chore,to restate the truthlike never before-but I’m imperfectat my very coreand hypocrisyis what I abhorso you may expectmy work to be poorenough for me tobe crushed into gorewith failed attemptsto take wing and soarwhen all I wantedwas something much morethan emptiness andinherited warand pointless detailsof imagined lorewhich most of us tendto simply ignoreat the piercing soundof a lion’s roaror the convenienceof a nearby store…what am I trulywriting these words for? Let’s merely pretendthat this isn’t mebut the voice of Godor L. Ron Hubbardor whoever youwish for it to besince facts remain factsno matter the source,no matter the cause,since the trustworthyare also humansprone to failure;so prone to a faultthat we hold dearly-the sum of our faithmeasured in dollars-rewarded by creditand paper money…for some odd reasonI find this funny!So I conclude
ArrheniusThe birds arekeeping to themselvesthis eveningas the earth shiftsslightly-ever so calmly(for when you arethis powerfulyou only haveto move).Here and there, Iwitness thesebeautiful strangerswith perfect bodiesand long hairwalking down the roadin tightly knitted packs.They are animalslike we are animals-like we areanimals withoutclaws and fur,with scratches on ourskin that yields tofragile andfamiliar hands.The winds respondas quiet birds rushfrom telephone wiresin panic andin beauty; shetries to brush the hairdancing circles in her eyes(for when you arethis powerfulyou only have to move).
False ProphetsPoems and love songs breed dead dreams, strangled by weeds, face down in the ground with no roses to mourn them.Singers are poets that croon (if you happen to lose your little heart to their tune)and poets are false prophets - true love will last forever if they care to write it, but not if you swallow the lines...yet, they always do.We all have a place set for us in the shadein our own private garden of weeds.
False eternityDisillusioned youth was less common in those days, I assure you, the people even more set in their ways,murderous and unforgiving, yet unaware of the lie they were livingconvinced that faith is stone, they cut faces into gods, they thoughtignorant of the fact that being made rendered useless the very gods they wrought.Shiny carvings into stone, faces, figures, blessed unknown,Murders, slaughters, sacrifices of the weak, preaching sins and what they seek.Forgiveness is not for all, all who do not have will now fall!Greed consumes the mortal mind, rage is all that's left behind!Amidst it all I rose and found the sun, disowned him for
VoicesDo you hear the moan of morning rhymesBy the people in their endless timeAs the morning dew breaks the dayBack to where the city-lights once laidThe lamp-posts are filled with black starlightAs the children run in their flight With cries of sorrow, cries of painThe old houses creaking with disdainAcidic puddles of blood-wet tearsRemain on the street through all these yearsAs the cracks have hid the crumbled dustWithin these roads of bone and rustThe melody of the birds is lost To the screeches and screaming lossThere are people cowering in the darkMurmuring, whispering their tortured remarksFlames ignite the world in fire
Psychotic ramblingsI, in the eternal void rest,Am the unwanted thirteenth guest,Insane, deranged and psychotic,There are people who even call me sick.Isn't it joyful and greedy to demandA sacrifice of strangulation at the reach of the hand?Cure the poisoned in a prison built of mental sand.Murder is the solution brought by the resolution.Is this the final, one and only conclusion? Better think again, there will be no retribution.Death is not the liberation, just the beginning.Is there eternal peace? The solution is sinning.Unacceptable lies become the truth, the chaos keeps spinning.
WakefulI remain awake with dreams on my mindand stories that wait to be knit into books.To never find comfort until my pillows are stuffed with thoughts instead of feathersTo never let go until I made sure thatthe moon smiled back at meUntil the trees, the grass, and every night creaturehas whispered good night...And yet I'm still as wakeful as an owlafraid that sleep would somehowgrab my neck and drag me to my grave.
Shared HappinessI like it better when you're happy.The world feels like a safe place -A good place to be.Stay happy, even in the faceof great adversityI know these last few years have been...Well, difficult, to say the least.But as long as your heart shinesI can hear it...That devilish smile on your lipsthe one no amount of milesor hardships can eraseRemember, I'm always watchingWith the eyes of my heartI see you clearlyAnd, as long as you are happyNo matter where this life leads meThen I am happy too.
bad nightmy mistakes are on my head,and the cigarettes taste like metal;on the street curb of a suburban block,the lights jaundiced and flickering like drunken fireflies, your reflectionthat emanates from me covers every face.
HumanDear Hypocrite, What do you do? Throwing insults when you're insulted.Dear Coward, Where went you?To your "peaceful" sanctuary you have bolted.Dear Liar, What say you?Your poison corrupts innocent ears.Dear Human, What are you?A sinner trapped in endless tears.
Watercolor PainWhen you smile,I turn colorblind.It turns into a somersault whenever I gain contactwith your skin,bare back touchingbare back.But I'm not hungryfor bedposts.I just want tosavor each moment your armslock into mine, the romanticism ofthe moons in my eyesand the skies in your words.There's smokebehind all those huesof hazel and your fingersare porcelain,but I still love you.
MioEn tus ojos cristalinosSe refleja un ayerQue se llevó el olvidoPero que tú recuerdasDe tus labios que encierranSecretos del pasadoMe cuentas una historiaMisteriosa y escondidaDe la que ya no se hablaDe aventuras y viajesQue hierven la sangre de adrenalinaY al rozar tus labiosSiento que por un momentoEres míoSiento tus recuerdos emanantesTu necesidad innata de ser amadoAunque no amas, me has confesadoTe siento míoTan mío, que en un instanteMe pierdo en tu pielEn el brillo de tu mirada fijaEn tu calor masculinoY por un instante,Eres mío
So farYou look back to your fading pastThe friendships, lostRelatives and lovers who diedBut whom you still keep aliveIn these memories You cannot rid yourself ofYouve tried cryingAnd screamingAnd running awayFinding your placeCan be hard in this worldYouve so much to shareBut no one to share it withThese emotions you cant controlThis fear of feeling so aloneThe ghosts of the present mock youAnd you cant escape their graspBut youve come this farSo far!And youve survivedYoure stronger than you thinkAnd you feel surprisedThen, suddenly, you smileYou look to the sk
One day at a timeBlue, infinite skiesThe same sun wakes us upWe are not asleep; and yetShow no signs of lifeSilent and still, we waitWe wait for the warmthThe warmth of a loveWe will never feel againMidday is goneAnd the suns about to setYet again, another day is goneWe will grow old before we forgetThe arms that lead us to happinessThis door has been closedAnd we struggle to breathThrough the gap on the windowThough we manageSlowly, but surelyOne day at a time
The final goodbyeYou do not want to help me through itAnd you only care about yourselfAnother lie from your lipsOne last kissA lingering look at the back of my neckAs I leave the spot which used to be mineNo regretsI have already found the calm after the stormThis is your cross to bear, your hellYou are no longer a part of me I should saveYou are not my problem and youre not my friendWhat you did to me has no nameAnd I shall walk under the sun by myselfWith no burden but the shadow I projectAnd I will regret nothingThe past so dark behindAnd my future so bright ahead
UnhealBitter tears, realisationBroken and left to dieImpersonal and impassiveYou watch me lieLingering in my own painStruggling to surviveHow could anyoneLie so well?Eyes so crystal,Voice so clearI wish I could vanish,DisappearI wish I could undoAll the mistakesI will ask you once againWhat about YorkAnd the sun, and the grass?That field where we layAnd talked about everything and nothingAt the same time?What happened to the skyYour eyes held?Drop by drop, I fallLike the rain that washed our feet that springLike ashes to soilBetrayed and backstabbedBy the one personI ever truly loved
De lutoDe luto espesoEn el horizonte de un ayerQue se llevó una esperanzaCubierto de sombras negrasComo la noche vacíaQue se pierde en el espacio que ocupabaEl encarnado atardecer¿Quién hubiera dichoQue este amor marchitoMe costaría la vida?Después del beso y la sonrisaSiempre llega una lágrimaCongelada en el camino de la mejillaSilenciosa y extraña¡Qué dolor me causas!¡Cómo me cortas el aliento!Y a pesar de que tanto tiempo ya ha pasadoAún te espero
We all need something...As you fall down in lifeYou look up to meI'm high above, watchingWhat we used to beI'm changing, I'm bendingDownwards, to get youPick you up, help youGet up and shineWe all need somethingBe it money or loveShelter or foodA glimmer of hopeSomething to believe inA God or a soulI believe in youYou'll make it through
I love this poem.