Trying to go away into nothingness
So that you cannot miss me
So that you can never break my heart
I prayed that your blue eyes don’t find me
I lay out alone in the night with the cold
Gripping on my throat
I wished for your happiness
My oblivion into nothingness
Fading away forever
And never to return
I tried to tell you countless times
Why, you did not listen, you did not ask
I’m talking to myself these days
Abandoned and forgotten
Like I never touched your heart
And I’m trying to leave
To walk away should be so easy
But you clench on to my heart so tightly
It’s so hard to uproot you
The hardest thing to realize is that
Perhaps I don’t want to
I don’t want to go without you
But I’m trying so hard
Trying to go away into nothingness
Walking out from everything
Walking out on life
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do u ever feel like ur special sumone isnt there for you? like they dont care? and its not like they dont know, coz u've asked them to b there, but they ignore it or dont listen. sumtimes u get tired of making up excuses for all those times when he didnt make it, he didnt call when u were expecting him to, he almost missed ur anniversary. and its even worse when hes not around to fill in the blanks. mayb he cares, but mayb not so much so anymore. and its a million times harder coz u remember his eyes when he told u he loved u, and believe them to b true. and now, when u dont know what to think, u just with u could fade to oblivion, so that he cannot miss u, so that he can never break ur heart.
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they say i can't live without,
truth be told i can
and one day, i really
won't come back
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in a club, write the world:
[link]
love can be so fickle though in the way it treats us from day to day, I try to always think of that when I'm sad.. I remember that what we can't see around the corner can be good or bad and we won't know until we get there.
you're always an inspiration.
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innepik
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innepik
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they say i can't live without,
truth be told i can
and one day, i really
won't come back
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
in a club, write the world:
[link]
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